I know why no-one likes me. Because I want to stab everyone in the face with a brick.

I got called arrogant because I knew more about a subject than a customer. Suffice it to say I told them I didn't appreciate their abuse and transferred them to someone who would placate their childish attitude by giving them free shit and soothing words. Fuck that. I'm not going to treat these cretins special just because they think they have a right to abuse me and I don't have the right to spit it back at them.

I had a disaster afternoon today. Went to go to work - Logan was hit with the storm to end all storms, trees down, no mobile services, flooded roads, no visibility....

When it finally clears up I start on my way to work only to have a tire explode on a corner, my wheels lock up on wet ground, and slammed into a curb - now I'm going to need a wheel alignment. Woohoo for not having any money again.

After that, when I finally managed to get the spare on and go home, clean up and head back out to try and get to work... local traffic jam because every fucker out there wants to act like they own the fucking road. I had people gesticulating at me, honking at me and dipping their highbeams at me like it was my fault the fucktard infront of me was too busy jerking off to child porn or whatever the fuck they were doing - HEY COCKHEADS!! I WAS IN THE MIDDLE OF THE FUCKING JAM TOO, I WAS JUST AS FUCKING FRUSTRATED AS THE REST OF YOU ARROGANT SELFSERVING EGOTISTICAL SHITS - ALL I DID WAS SIT THERE AND LISTEN TO MY FUCKING RADIO LIKE A PATIENT PERSON.

So I wind up getting to work almost 3 hours late.

If aliens came down right now and said they were going to annihilate the planet and I was the only one who could stop them? I'd tell them to go ahead. This planet and the people on it deserve nothing but death and destruction. I hate it here.

Maybe I should get therapy - I'm a very angry person lately. Every time something doesn't work I hit it or throw it (broke a battery for my camcorder thisarvo - the charger said it was charged, the camcorder said it wasn't. After 5 goes, my wall broke the battery into about 5 pieces.)

You know what? Fucking whatever. The harder I try the worse it gets. And I'm sick of this fucking optimistic "look on the bright side". Fuck that, I don't want to as I don't think it exists. Just because you're a fucking hippie-brained idiot who thinks all is right with the world and people, doesn't mean I'm wrong for not subscribing to your self deluded bullshit mill.

I'm angered coz I want what I can't have, I'm given what I don't want, and I'm forced to reconcile that fucking huge gap between my ideals and reality. Reality is a whore and humanity is her braindead army.

God DAMN I'm a hateful prick. Like I said - no wonder no one likes me. Kirsten was right, I'm annoying. I mean hey, she's a childish bitch for that but she's still right.

I also think I should cut my penis off as it's not getting used and I'm tired of trying to impress ppl.